ok today's training's not fun. and i think tomorrow i wont be going for training,going straight to pasir ris,that is if my mother buys my story. these few days trainings are really tiring. i seriously don't know why i'm slowing down alot these few days. just not performing like i used to and supposed to. that's always very demoralising. especially when someone you always beat during training suddenly gets close to you and you don't seem to be able to pull open a gap. yupp that's what's happen. so scary. and now there's like so many people training at the same time. hmmm i just hope my mother will be more willing to let me rest. i mean i skip one training she come and say that i fake it. whatever la. its not like i'm under-training la. and every training's so close to each other and they're all so tiring. just yawned. eh don't talk about dogs already la. not until we get one. the more you think about it,the more it pains your heart. hahas. thats why we should always forget the past. don't keep looking back at the sad history. don't cry over spilt milk ya? learn to treasure those who care for you,learn to be more sensitive. learn to be more helpful,learn not to BRUSH PEOPLE AWAY! hmmm love this quote. don't not follow the path,go your own way and leave a trail behind. modified from rgs handbook 2006.