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Tuesday, January 31, 2006
hellos ppl. i know, i know. i haven't blogged here for a looooooooong time. sorry lahh. at the most hin yang's gonna try to kill me. lols. well, ok, back to matters. this 4-day break was funnn. i like. tiring, but funnn. but 2moro's school!! so sad......... couldn't the holidays hv been just a bit longer?? the 4 days went past like soooo fast. but when its school time, its like the time never moves. hmph. so crappy. oh wells, school 2moro. better prepare. toodles =)
~~kEsAvAn~~
~~kEsAvAn~~
Sunday, January 29, 2006
okayyy.
time to revive this blog!
hahaha. there!
*POOF*
revived!
whee.
oh by the way, hinyang go visit my blog.
you'll be pleased. i ASSURE you. xD
chaoz.
/firDAUS
time to revive this blog!
hahaha. there!
*POOF*
revived!
whee.
oh by the way, hinyang go visit my blog.
you'll be pleased. i ASSURE you. xD
chaoz.
/firDAUS
Thursday, January 26, 2006
HAHA! i don't mug the school diary
or the calendar for God's sake.the holidays
just slipped through my mind. heyy i am
not a mugger la please. whatever to that
alright.
hrmm i don't really feel like updating so will
just end it here lor. haha.
and Happy Chinese New Year to All! =)
or the calendar for God's sake.the holidays
just slipped through my mind. heyy i am
not a mugger la please. whatever to that
alright.
hrmm i don't really feel like updating so will
just end it here lor. haha.
and Happy Chinese New Year to All! =)
dragging the already sore feet up the flight of stairs which almost seemed never ending. being pulled down by a dont know how heavy bag simply made things worst. along that dim litted a lonely figure ponders upon the night sky. looking as the world passes by him, focusing his mind only on the beauty of nature. picturing the previous scenes on the crowded bus when people simply passed him by with a tug, barely noticing him. it was no different from his present situation.
he was unnoticed.
flashing back to the times in which he spend most time on, to the amount of effort he has put into it, the amount of determination it took to get him this far. today's result was an utter disappoint, a totally unexpected defeat. it was both demoralising and depressing for someone who devoted most of his past two years in the sport he believed he could excel him. all his hopes literally came crashing down on him. no one around him seemed to understand the situation he is in. no one's there, no one like to share. life never got worst.
a thought flashed across the mind.
it goes.
if i were to die,
i won't want my loved one beside me.
for she'll cry over the sad occasion and probably not get over it for sometime.
if i were to die,
i won't want to be thrown into the sea.
for the fishes will die.
if i were to die,
i would start running, as far as my leg can take me
for its the last time i'm here.
if i were to die,
i would die jumping off a cliff
for no one will have anything to be sad about.
if i were to die,
i would break all relationships with everyone,and become a loner.
for its loneliness that i leave this world.
here i leave.
he was unnoticed.
flashing back to the times in which he spend most time on, to the amount of effort he has put into it, the amount of determination it took to get him this far. today's result was an utter disappoint, a totally unexpected defeat. it was both demoralising and depressing for someone who devoted most of his past two years in the sport he believed he could excel him. all his hopes literally came crashing down on him. no one around him seemed to understand the situation he is in. no one's there, no one like to share. life never got worst.
a thought flashed across the mind.
it goes.
if i were to die,
i won't want my loved one beside me.
for she'll cry over the sad occasion and probably not get over it for sometime.
if i were to die,
i won't want to be thrown into the sea.
for the fishes will die.
if i were to die,
i would start running, as far as my leg can take me
for its the last time i'm here.
if i were to die,
i would die jumping off a cliff
for no one will have anything to be sad about.
if i were to die,
i would break all relationships with everyone,and become a loner.
for its loneliness that i leave this world.
here i leave.
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
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my new obsession. i've found one. so have iqbal firdaus. he found a new love. not in girls but in mugging. omg..jpg)
the black white black combination. so cool..jpg)
Monday, January 23, 2006
okay... i guess that was slightly too much facts by a small fellow. but i guess the person who found it most interested in it is... candle! hahas okay something more serious than those weird facts there that just MIGHT change my life if i get too bored and start reading it. hahas. something serious. a show of hands who doesnt know next monday and tuesday are holidays? -looks around- -only to see iqbal firdaus' hand- yes you arent hearing anything. nor are you seeing things. iqbal firdaus, due to excessive mugging and finding maths more interesting than talking to people online, has cause a severe brain damage and he is totally unaware of his surrounding(especially about the fact that his singing actually affects my ear drums) omg mugger toad doesnt know when's holidays. holidays are like something EVERYONE looks forward to. and this small fellow actually forgets holidays. omg what an INTERESTING social life he has. cant expect more from someone who doesnt remember holidays can we? hahas. maybe next time he'll be seen mugging the calendar. hahas. iqbal iqbal.
Sunday, January 22, 2006
1. Coca-Cola was originally green.
2. The most common name in the world is Mohammed.
3.The name of all the continents end with the same letter that they start with.
4. The strongest muscle in the body is the tongue.
6. TYPEWRITER is the longest word that can be made using
the lettersonly on one row of the keyboard
7. Women blink nearly twice as much as men!
8. You can't kill yourself by holding your breath.
9. It is impossible to lick your elbow.
10. People say "Bless you" when you sneeze because when
you sneeze, your heart stops for a millisecond.
11. It is physically impossible for pigs to look up into the sky.
12. The "sixth sick sheik's sixth sheep's sick" is said to be the
toughest tongue twister in the English language.
14. Each king in a deck of playing cards represents great king from
history: Spades - King David ,Clubs - Alexander the Great,Hearts - Charlemagne,Diamonds - Julius Caesar.
15. 111,111,111 x 111,111,111 = 12,345,678,987,654,32117
16.What do bullet proof vests, fire escapes, windshield wipers and laser
Printers all have in common?
Ans. - All invented by women.
19. A crocodile cannot stick its tongue out.
20. A snail can sleep for three years.
21. All polar bears are left handed.
23. Butterflies taste with their feet.
24. Elephants are the only animals that can't jump.
25. In the last 4000 years, no new animals have been domesticated.
26. On average, people fear spiders more than they do death.
27. Shakespeare invented the word 'assassination' and 'bump'.
28. Stewardesses is the longest word typed with only the left hand.
29. The ant always falls over on its right side when intoxicated.
30. The electric chair was invented by a dentist
31. The human heartcreates enough pressure when! it pumps out to
the body to squirt blood 30feet .
32. Rats multiply so quickly that in 18 months, two rats could
have overmillion descendants.
33. Wearing headphones for just an hour will increase the bacteria in
your year by 700 times.
34. The cigarette lighter was invented before the match.
35. Most lipstick contains fish scales.
36. Like fingerprints, everyone's tongue print is different.
37. And finally 99% of people who read this will try to lick their elbow.
D'OH! and i was the 99%!!! >.<
firDAUS.
2. The most common name in the world is Mohammed.
3.The name of all the continents end with the same letter that they start with.
4. The strongest muscle in the body is the tongue.
6. TYPEWRITER is the longest word that can be made using
the lettersonly on one row of the keyboard
7. Women blink nearly twice as much as men!
8. You can't kill yourself by holding your breath.
9. It is impossible to lick your elbow.
10. People say "Bless you" when you sneeze because when
you sneeze, your heart stops for a millisecond.
11. It is physically impossible for pigs to look up into the sky.
12. The "sixth sick sheik's sixth sheep's sick" is said to be the
toughest tongue twister in the English language.
14. Each king in a deck of playing cards represents great king from
history: Spades - King David ,Clubs - Alexander the Great,Hearts - Charlemagne,Diamonds - Julius Caesar.
15. 111,111,111 x 111,111,111 = 12,345,678,987,654,32117
16.What do bullet proof vests, fire escapes, windshield wipers and laser
Printers all have in common?
Ans. - All invented by women.
19. A crocodile cannot stick its tongue out.
20. A snail can sleep for three years.
21. All polar bears are left handed.
23. Butterflies taste with their feet.
24. Elephants are the only animals that can't jump.
25. In the last 4000 years, no new animals have been domesticated.
26. On average, people fear spiders more than they do death.
27. Shakespeare invented the word 'assassination' and 'bump'.
28. Stewardesses is the longest word typed with only the left hand.
29. The ant always falls over on its right side when intoxicated.
30. The electric chair was invented by a dentist
31. The human heartcreates enough pressure when! it pumps out to
the body to squirt blood 30feet .
32. Rats multiply so quickly that in 18 months, two rats could
have overmillion descendants.
33. Wearing headphones for just an hour will increase the bacteria in
your year by 700 times.
34. The cigarette lighter was invented before the match.
35. Most lipstick contains fish scales.
36. Like fingerprints, everyone's tongue print is different.
37. And finally 99% of people who read this will try to lick their elbow.
D'OH! and i was the 99%!!! >.<
firDAUS.
gawsh. the first thing i saw after
a long day (or morning!) at religious
class was the pictures you all took.
EH BOO! i wasn't in it! =(
*sobs* nvm this friday we MUST
,yeah thats right you heard me,MUST!
take photos of us together.hrmph.
and oh gawsh is hinyang smile sweet or what?
haha. i seriously think its what you know. okay
crapping/rubishing here or am i a tad high this
afternoon. i feel like typing on and on and on and on
and on and on and i think you get what i mean.hahaha.
your face isn't funny in that pic kesavan. its probably the
angle and position you're in and why does juowi looked so
blurblur?!? hrmmm. okay back to what i intend to rant over
here.....
WHY AIN'T I IN THE PICS!?!? oh yeah cause i HAD to stay
at home for the weekend. bleargh. so whatever.whatever you
know.hahaha.rubbishing too much eh? and whatever to THAT too.
and hinyang you ain't stopping me from singing cause i now have
MORE songs that are stuck in my head. ya huh. like FarAway!
such an applicable song! i am falling in love with the song. nyaha.
and the horibbly infectious L.O.V.E song by the younger Simpson.
haha. funfunfun. and i am sooooooooo sorry for torturing you with
my sudden and random singing of Incomplete this past week.
GAWSH. what inner demon took over me man? so weird and i
hate that song ultra much. =/ tskk. anyohows i completed my
homework....YESTERDAY. so funn and i did it in three hours flat.
woohoo and considering the amount of the pile its an achievement
alright. hahaha. xD and YES i have noticed this in your many posts
ho hinyang. *whispers* you tend to use the word "alright" so many
times! >.< hahaha. just a random commment ya. don't take offence
alright? lol. x)
and at least someone agrees with me on this blogskin.
its FUNKY! and bright. =) actually my rationale was this.
brighter colour means brighter mood and a smile on the
already stressed face of us, well maybe not me cause i'm
always happy and cheery! as if! i will ALWAYS frown when
i can't solve a math problem. i will get sooooooo pissified that
even chocolates can't get me out of the Bad-Mood-Express.
and no i REFUSE to believe chocolates entertain the same things
you all said it does. tskk. no way la and i still haven't tried the
fried mars bars you know. so sad. mustmust try this week alright?
haha.i am high! and i HAVE to comment that ,hinyang, you DO talk to
yourself in class like i do kay. normal weirdo. oh yeah can we stay in
the canteen during recess. the heat is so overbearing and after that arul
confrontation i don't think i dare anymore or rather am very cautious
of what i do during recess. tskk. whatever to him la. okay i think i better
stop now or MAYBE shall post again at night on the Hilarious Stupid
Weird Conversation thinghy. funn! =D
firDAUS.
a long day (or morning!) at religious
class was the pictures you all took.
EH BOO! i wasn't in it! =(
*sobs* nvm this friday we MUST
,yeah thats right you heard me,MUST!
take photos of us together.hrmph.
and oh gawsh is hinyang smile sweet or what?
haha. i seriously think its what you know. okay
crapping/rubishing here or am i a tad high this
afternoon. i feel like typing on and on and on and on
and on and on and i think you get what i mean.hahaha.
your face isn't funny in that pic kesavan. its probably the
angle and position you're in and why does juowi looked so
blurblur?!? hrmmm. okay back to what i intend to rant over
here.....
WHY AIN'T I IN THE PICS!?!? oh yeah cause i HAD to stay
at home for the weekend. bleargh. so whatever.whatever you
know.hahaha.rubbishing too much eh? and whatever to THAT too.
and hinyang you ain't stopping me from singing cause i now have
MORE songs that are stuck in my head. ya huh. like FarAway!
such an applicable song! i am falling in love with the song. nyaha.
and the horibbly infectious L.O.V.E song by the younger Simpson.
haha. funfunfun. and i am sooooooooo sorry for torturing you with
my sudden and random singing of Incomplete this past week.
GAWSH. what inner demon took over me man? so weird and i
hate that song ultra much. =/ tskk. anyohows i completed my
homework....YESTERDAY. so funn and i did it in three hours flat.
woohoo and considering the amount of the pile its an achievement
alright. hahaha. xD and YES i have noticed this in your many posts
ho hinyang. *whispers* you tend to use the word "alright" so many
times! >.< hahaha. just a random commment ya. don't take offence
alright? lol. x)
and at least someone agrees with me on this blogskin.
its FUNKY! and bright. =) actually my rationale was this.
brighter colour means brighter mood and a smile on the
already stressed face of us, well maybe not me cause i'm
always happy and cheery! as if! i will ALWAYS frown when
i can't solve a math problem. i will get sooooooo pissified that
even chocolates can't get me out of the Bad-Mood-Express.
and no i REFUSE to believe chocolates entertain the same things
you all said it does. tskk. no way la and i still haven't tried the
fried mars bars you know. so sad. mustmust try this week alright?
haha.i am high! and i HAVE to comment that ,hinyang, you DO talk to
yourself in class like i do kay. normal weirdo. oh yeah can we stay in
the canteen during recess. the heat is so overbearing and after that arul
confrontation i don't think i dare anymore or rather am very cautious
of what i do during recess. tskk. whatever to him la. okay i think i better
stop now or MAYBE shall post again at night on the Hilarious Stupid
Weird Conversation thinghy. funn! =D
firDAUS.
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its either black or white now. and i'm so going to make sure i get that ipod alright. hahas but i dont know which day of next week can i get it. cos i want to get it as soon as possible. i have training on monday, touch rugby on tuesday, land training on wednesday, training on thursday, going out on friday. maybe friday seems a nice day to buy it. hahas maybe i'll go orchard to see the ipods after school on tuesday, just before inter class touch rugby, though i dont know if they might want to warm up before that. and start practising, perfecting our passes and our tactics. hopeful about our touch rugby alright. if it screws up, i'm going to be really disappointed, things are looking good for us. really hope we actually make good use of it to our fullest advantage.
Friday, January 20, 2006
swing swing. goes my mood.
oh the girl who might be fined $54000 is back. hahas today training ended early for me, because of the rain. believe it, we only did 4km. which is freaking little. supposed to be doing 12km. the first time we got home so early. but thats just one thing that i felt wasnt that nice. this girl, from the school in which i shall not name, came asking me if i know the captain of canoeing in this other school. because she or her friend was very very interested. well i dont know. maybe its just that i dont like that school. and so like maybe you asked the wrong person.
Thursday, January 19, 2006
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
Cause you know,
you know, you know
[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
[CHORUS]
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know,
you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving
Hold on to me and, never let me go
man, alot of ppl of been feeling all moody n cloudy lately. and, ok, i admit, im one of them too. life's just not worth it anymore. kinda crapped up. it just totaly sucks. we dun want it to be this way. do we. but its not in our hands sometimes. its crapped n stupid. to hell with everything. hopefully we get tt frowns away frm our faces. sighs =/
life sucks. i agree.
how i wished i could answer all the questions to life with three words. 'whatever, no comments' how i wished people learnt to watch what they say. oh wells just leave me alone, i'll be fine. just go drown myself in homework, music and training and soon enough. i wont even remember my name. then i can go 'whatever, no comments.'
WHATEVER!NO COMMENTS. YOU DO WHAT PLEASES YOU AND I DO MINE.
WHATEVER!NO COMMENTS. YOU DO WHAT PLEASES YOU AND I DO MINE.
no comments.
oh wells. today is cloudy. well since the mood affects the views about the weather, mine's cloudy. oh wells how nice would it be a gene seeking a lab thermometer. genes never get rejected, and lab thermometers are sensitive. or maybe life can just be like the tRNA strains,doing the same old things over and over again. then there will be no feeling involved. omg i so disagree to the idea of having others going to other schools. i think we have lost the nithin we have once known alright. he was like hinyang stop acting cool just because i said i neednt let his friend know me. just because that girl says she doesnt want to know me,when i never said i was even interested in her. omg i'm so freaking pissed alright. idiot. whatever. you people will probably go you're just this and that because he said that. but face it, that's me, just that he stepped on my tail when i'm in the bad mood and that cant be helped.
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
okay i dont know what to feel now. i feel happy after helping alastair beat his personal best of 10:58 with a 10:31 for 2.4. amazing alright. but well people quarell, they dont get along well, and like ya in the end i think i suffer most. oh wells.
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
eh fir can you do that english thingy along. cos you arent online and i dont know how to do the questions. thanks a thousand.
hahas guess what i'm looking at?
http://www.nusbiathlon.com/Categories.htm
hahas any compnay? but i must first get over with the 400m swim. hahas that's my biggest problem here by far. how ironic. a canoeist, one who has so much interaction with water, can't swim. omg. hahas so embarassing.
omg i'm thinking of so many other competitions other than my canoeing nationals. such a disappointment i am.
http://www.nusbiathlon.com/Categories.htm
hahas any compnay? but i must first get over with the 400m swim. hahas that's my biggest problem here by far. how ironic. a canoeist, one who has so much interaction with water, can't swim. omg. hahas so embarassing.
omg i'm thinking of so many other competitions other than my canoeing nationals. such a disappointment i am.
hahas guess what i'm looking at?
http://www.nusbiathlon.com/Categories.htm
hahas any compnay? but i must first get over with the 400m swim. hahas that's my biggest problem here by far. how ironic. a canoeist, one who has so much interaction with water, can't swim. omg. hahas so embarassing.
omg i'm thinking of so many other competitions other than my canoeing nationals. such a disappointment i am.
http://www.nusbiathlon.com/Categories.htm
hahas any compnay? but i must first get over with the 400m swim. hahas that's my biggest problem here by far. how ironic. a canoeist, one who has so much interaction with water, can't swim. omg. hahas so embarassing.
omg i'm thinking of so many other competitions other than my canoeing nationals. such a disappointment i am.
Monday, January 16, 2006
new skin, not bad. funky orange >.<
Sunday, January 15, 2006
Life poses many questions,that we must understand.
Sitting around we shall not,expecting answers to fall from the sky.
Answers can be found deep in our hearts or in our mind for that matter.
A positive attitude we must have plus a smile that always helps.
Perseverance and patience that must be instilled,the qualities that ace all the tests.
Tired of looking deep or far or wide,well then look around you, there are many to turn to.
The many sources that one may have, its always best to turn to someone true.
hey haven't you heard,"if it hurts to look back and you're too afraid to look in front, look beside you and *i'll be there.".
Memories can never be easily forgotten,be it sweet or bitter,its always whirling in us.
We,however, must not get too carried away in reminiscing that we forget we live in the present.
A shining knight on the outside but a lonely soul in the inside.
That you picture yourself.Oh how wrong you are,correct me if i made a mistake dear
lonely soul for you're not alone in this cruel cruel world.There was someone special
in your life but i'm sure your true soulmate will come in due time. So stand up
pick yourself up, and this i offer my hand and together we'll face the trials and
tribulations life throw at us....
*we
Sitting around we shall not,expecting answers to fall from the sky.
Answers can be found deep in our hearts or in our mind for that matter.
A positive attitude we must have plus a smile that always helps.
Perseverance and patience that must be instilled,the qualities that ace all the tests.
Tired of looking deep or far or wide,well then look around you, there are many to turn to.
The many sources that one may have, its always best to turn to someone true.
hey haven't you heard,"if it hurts to look back and you're too afraid to look in front, look beside you and *i'll be there.".
Memories can never be easily forgotten,be it sweet or bitter,its always whirling in us.
We,however, must not get too carried away in reminiscing that we forget we live in the present.
A shining knight on the outside but a lonely soul in the inside.
That you picture yourself.Oh how wrong you are,correct me if i made a mistake dear
lonely soul for you're not alone in this cruel cruel world.There was someone special
in your life but i'm sure your true soulmate will come in due time. So stand up
pick yourself up, and this i offer my hand and together we'll face the trials and
tribulations life throw at us....
*we
Saturday, January 14, 2006
the sky is overcast, with the moon popping up at times. along the dim street quietness prevails.
the silence of the night brings about the past memories of one. and the absence of someone dear, that shoulder, makes life seems meaningless. during the day a hero shines, upon the moon, he is overcome with sadness. with him comes along many questions in life in which he is unable to tackle. with enermies he always loses to; loneliness. podering on the questions often leave him not knowing which decision to make. he is practically blinded everytime it comes to this. with hands along the street trying to pick him up from there, but yet to see him slipping through their hands. the only source of help seems distant to him, with him not knowing which source to seek for help. so there he sits along the street, with eyes up in the sky, watching time past, not deciding to take the next step of decision makings. await for an answer to bump upon him. and that inassurance that comes along with it.
the silence of the night brings about the past memories of one. and the absence of someone dear, that shoulder, makes life seems meaningless. during the day a hero shines, upon the moon, he is overcome with sadness. with him comes along many questions in life in which he is unable to tackle. with enermies he always loses to; loneliness. podering on the questions often leave him not knowing which decision to make. he is practically blinded everytime it comes to this. with hands along the street trying to pick him up from there, but yet to see him slipping through their hands. the only source of help seems distant to him, with him not knowing which source to seek for help. so there he sits along the street, with eyes up in the sky, watching time past, not deciding to take the next step of decision makings. await for an answer to bump upon him. and that inassurance that comes along with it.
Friday, January 13, 2006
friday the 13th.
started off laughing at others. but hey it was a day of total disappointment. my inability to push myself beyond the limit has caused myself much disappointment.
omg i'm so useless alright. keeping the pace just to conserve energy for a fast ending, but to my disappointment i actually let all my expectations lose to tiredness. omg i can push beyond that 13secs alright. i just know it alright.
13 secs is all i need. to prove myself of the abilities i have.
then came training which sucked for me alright. i lost to a sec2 for two rounds alright. the second time i'm so close to winning alright. and once again it is that stupid freaking boundary that is stopping me. omg i so hate boundaries.
started off laughing at others. but hey it was a day of total disappointment. my inability to push myself beyond the limit has caused myself much disappointment.
omg i'm so useless alright. keeping the pace just to conserve energy for a fast ending, but to my disappointment i actually let all my expectations lose to tiredness. omg i can push beyond that 13secs alright. i just know it alright.
13 secs is all i need. to prove myself of the abilities i have.
then came training which sucked for me alright. i lost to a sec2 for two rounds alright. the second time i'm so close to winning alright. and once again it is that stupid freaking boundary that is stopping me. omg i so hate boundaries.
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
ok that was exactly my feelings. school tomorrow! -shocked looks- hahas and then training! okay i dont know what i'm supposed to feel. and tomorrow marks one day to second pe lessons. ahhh! okay i think i can remember the pledge. we josephians.....pledges ourselves.....in the spirit of our.....et lobora......to be loyal to god and our neighbour.....to follow the rules of good morality.....out of love for god and our neighbour....to show respect to all who excercise.....parents teachers and student leaders....to give first attention.....to build an authentic.... yay! done.
omg tomorrow is the start of a four day three day half week.
today is so fun. guess what we tried to do today. we tried setting up a student union with a teacher in charge. and the point of the student union, is to fight for better student rights in school. and the fact that they have a teacher in charge. hahas. wokay so crappy. see all this is caused by the stupid editing. and omg i told my chinese teacher through the weekly journal, complaining for a total of four pages which i totally didnt have to think as to what to write, except for how to write some words. its so irritating alright. the chinese teacher say. just treat it as summary practise. i was like wokay. which summary asks you to edit off more than half of the number of words there? and please i dont get played out when i do summary. oh wells forget that summary and that commonwealth essay alright. cos its still 823 words which i dont care. omg i like my chinese teacher this year. less stressful but we learn more. i think i'm starting to like chinese more than english. chinese seems so fun. chinese class is like least stressful but we do quite alot. then comes chinese tuition which is a fun way to learn things. though we get homework. but well i think it made me speak up more in front of people. less shy already. hahas.
Sunday, January 08, 2006
how i wish there isnt school. not tomorrow, nor the day after tomorrow. but everyday. every single day you can possibly think of something to do on that day. and how i wished we had a teacher's day to celebrate. followed by a teachers' torture day. i want to be the first. and guess what. english teacher, the one i dont bother remembering your name, you'll have the honor to come first. that's so kind of me alright. kindness i show. i shall make you wirte 1200words essay. and make you do a 30words summary alright. and if you fail my marking for your summary, you do a 2400 words essay with 60words summary. it keeps going on. and you are going to be writting it out. on papers. so that. after you are done with it. i'll tear it all up in front of you and throw it at your face. learn it the hard way you shall.
Saturday, January 07, 2006
ok, im like dreading every single second of my upper sec life already. it just totally stinks. its like tons and tons of homework. and its not helped by the boring class of mine. falling asleep during every lesson?!? like wtf. english compre test on the 4th day of school and a A maths test on the 7th. pressure man. im gonna lie dead very soon. grr........
gawsh school is really becoming overbearing.
its not that i'm complaining or anything its just
that it really has! hinyang has clearly expressed
my disgust in his post below. tskk. btw its 350
to 500 words but it doesn't matter cause the
fact still remains that i must cut down half of
my essay! gahhh. so irritating la please.
homeworks are given literally everyday.
tests are coming very shortly,like next week?
and i am totally busy for the upcoming weeks
in this month. i think i will be physically
non-existent in my cyber life which includes
msn and blogging. see! i have barely time for myself.
sighs. my only perk was to see alot of malay sec1s this
year. but that still did not lift my spirits up that much.
heyy if you see me cheery on the outside please don't
assume i am like that in the inside. i am so deprived of
so many things okay.missing lots of stuffs.
bleargh.
later going for this scc hockey match at 4.30.
in the meantime? will be doing my homework.
its not that i'm complaining or anything its just
that it really has! hinyang has clearly expressed
my disgust in his post below. tskk. btw its 350
to 500 words but it doesn't matter cause the
fact still remains that i must cut down half of
my essay! gahhh. so irritating la please.
homeworks are given literally everyday.
tests are coming very shortly,like next week?
and i am totally busy for the upcoming weeks
in this month. i think i will be physically
non-existent in my cyber life which includes
msn and blogging. see! i have barely time for myself.
sighs. my only perk was to see alot of malay sec1s this
year. but that still did not lift my spirits up that much.
heyy if you see me cheery on the outside please don't
assume i am like that in the inside. i am so deprived of
so many things okay.missing lots of stuffs.
bleargh.
later going for this scc hockey match at 4.30.
in the meantime? will be doing my homework.
Friday, January 06, 2006
omg! what is this school becoming alright. so irritating alright. look! during school holidays they asked us to do a 1200words commonwealth essay. please take note of the number and compare it with the number later alright. so today our english teacher came in our class the wrong period and was saying that she's very sure that this is her period. and she started talking about using her english lesson to plan for the commonwealth essay. i was like okay. you're going to waste one period of time making me do something i have already done? what is this? you gave it as HOLIDAY homework and now you are giving those slackers a whole period of 50mins to plan? what's wrong with you? its no different from telling them that they neednt do their homework for they will be given time in class to do. what's worst has yet to come. she said that the requirement for the commonwealth essay is 250-500words. so we were like what the? and so we went to ask the teacher if we could write more than 500words. NEGATIVE! omg! she asked us to cut down on the words. hello! are you insane? 700words. what do you want me to do with them? eat them up? or stuff them into yours? please people spend so much time in doing that essay, be it last minute or not so last minute or the first day of school. please. think. what would you be feeling if you were the one who started on it sometime ago, taking the effort to plan every detail. spending a minimum of 3hours on it. reaching the 1200 mark. and you ask them to shorten it? hey! those are the ones who take their homework seriously alright. they care about their homework. and now you knock them down to the same starting point as the rest. what are you thinking? its the same as tearing the essay in front of the class alright. please use those fats up your head to think alright. THINK before you say anything. one word from you can make everyone's effort go down the drain alright. sometimes i simply dont get how teachers think alright. omg how hard, how much of your fats does it burn for you just to flip 2pages,and just READING it alright. putting occasional ticks and stuff. please i'm asking you to read, not write. wait till i ask you to write alright. ok i wont waste my time doing that. oh wells i give up alright. i'm just telling you. piss off. and next time dont EVER EVER! ask me to do commonwealth essays during my HOLIDAYS alright. spoilt my day alright. wasted one day of my life. i'll get you for that.
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
sighs, guess i din hv any better a day than hin yang. no new friends either. just former classmates asyraf and hisyam and occasional smiles and ncc land mates hiren. don't relli luv my new class. the teachers arn't any better. missing my beloved 205. plus the new long pants are making me look short. wtf?!?! im like 1.78m for heavens sake. even fir looks taller. argh. than there's homework. this is torture man. if it wasn't for spending recess and after school with 205 buddies, i think i would hv blown by now. well, atleast im gonna play soccer with my 205 friends 2moro after school. hopefully tt will help release some pressure. man, no one to talk to, mountains of homework, man, this is getting tougher by the day, grrrr............. =/
second day of school and guess what i havent a new friend alright. most of the people i talk to in class is those whom i already know. and omg i dont think the scholars make good company alright, why do i have to get stuck with them alright. its so irritating, how i wished i could just have the same sec2 class in sec3 alright, that would help make my day alot better, which is like so very obvious. and omg they think they are so funny in the things they do, showing least respect to the teachers, oh wells, simply can't stand them. not so friendly class together with mad trainings in the rain. omg its so horrible, i ended training with my hands shivering, not from cold, but tiredness. i could barely even message, had to lean my hand on my leg to type. i guess rohan was good trainer, just that alot of people dont like him, i do like him as a trainer, not as a pe teacher. life seems so horrible alright, nothing to look forward to. she seems so busy these two school days already, her teacher's really demanding. and i guess she doesnt have the mood to talk, which indirectly also affects me, making me moody and stuff. anyways i owe my apology to four girls, those who went all the way up to see our longs but got a cold shoulder in return, and to fir for putting up with my dao-ness whole day, blessing me when i sneeze like so many times and for taking the longer way home on the mrt. oh wells i dont have the mood to go posint three posts today, just feel like rattling none stop and without hitting enters at all. oh wells, just take it that i didnt post alright. byes. hopefully the next time i post things will become much better. or you shall suffer, not me. so you shall have to pray hard. hahas.
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
first day of school!!! not bad lahh, considering tt i saw daniel chua's face first think in the morning. hahas. ok, got to meet the new teachers, new classmates and stuff. new classmates didn't look tt fun. i think i prefer my 05 classmates. they're much more fun. some classmates included asyraf, hisyam, hiren, ben, and dunno who else. i definately won't count on hanging out with these classmates. so it was with my fellow 205 footballers instead. the usual place, tanglin cc cafe. not bad lahh, hopefully the class will unite asap.
hopefully it will still be there.......
hopefully it will still be there.......
Sunday, January 01, 2006
Happy New Year my dear reader. may all your wishes and new year resolutions come true in 2006.
hopefully everyone learnt to treasure their friends around them, being sensitive and caring to their needs as we enter the new year with more and more people finding their other half. may their relationship last, their love for one another deepen.
while as for me. i just hope to be able to enjoy true friendship to the fullest in the year ahead. i do hope to spend more time with friends. adding on to the usuals. i do hope to excel both in studies and sports together. hope for the best!
hopefully everyone learnt to treasure their friends around them, being sensitive and caring to their needs as we enter the new year with more and more people finding their other half. may their relationship last, their love for one another deepen.
while as for me. i just hope to be able to enjoy true friendship to the fullest in the year ahead. i do hope to spend more time with friends. adding on to the usuals. i do hope to excel both in studies and sports together. hope for the best!
and the first post for 2006 IS....
MOHD IQBAL FIRDAUS!
wheee~
happy new year guys. =)
and yes i've completed my essay. =))))))
hahaha.
me out. hee
MOHD IQBAL FIRDAUS!
wheee~
happy new year guys. =)
and yes i've completed my essay. =))))))
hahaha.
me out. hee