friday the 13th.

started off laughing at others. but hey it was a day of total disappointment. my inability to push myself beyond the limit has caused myself much disappointment.

omg i'm so useless alright. keeping the pace just to conserve energy for a fast ending, but to my disappointment i actually let all my expectations lose to tiredness. omg i can push beyond that 13secs alright. i just know it alright.

13 secs is all i need. to prove myself of the abilities i have.

then came training which sucked for me alright. i lost to a sec2 for two rounds alright. the second time i'm so close to winning alright. and once again it is that stupid freaking boundary that is stopping me. omg i so hate boundaries.