i'm exhausted. of life as a whole.

and there's simply no one who is of any help alright.

its like already tiring enough to have trainings almost everyday.

and at ptm the teacher will go ' oh do your work before your training and cut down on talking to your friends on the computer '

i was like mdm what's your problem? i just met you for the first time and you leave such a bad impression. i know you haven't life but i aint like you okay. i dont have a hubby. wait you arent attached. so that suggests why you're still single now.

then on the way back my dad went ' during the holidays its a good time for you to read some books unrelated to your text '

i went ' if i can finish my homework in time, i'm quite blessed '

so he said ' but you have to spare time for extra reading! '

i was like ' hey i want to go out okay. the last time i watched a movie was last year '

so he answered ' the last time i watched a movie was years ago '

sighs then when i talk to my friend, she was like ' i dont want to talk about it because i dont want to make you feel sad '

hmm no one's of any help.

guess sleeping's still the best.

till the day i wake up.

bye.