alright. this sucks. i can't concentrate on whatever i'm doing today. sigh. its like i don't know.
something is tugging me mentally. something, which i've regretted since term 2 and i felt it so strongly last night. eh i suddenly know what is wrong with me. i must really stop that. i'm irritated at myself, go figure.

but i'm still a happy person, no doubt.


and you; you can always turn to me if you are feeling blue you know. i'm still an option like how
i still consider you an option to turn to when i'm lost. seriously. its difficult for me as well to talk to you with all the many people around. gawsh. now i know how you felt. sigh. i'm sorry for last night and yeah candle did drop hints last night. guess there's no point in telling you all these now. only online/face-to-face will do.


goodbye then
themugger